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Does anyone even go on anymore? i mean seriously dudes! I'm not gonna post anything if i know no ones on!
Current Mood:
stressed stressed
Current Music:
The (After) Life of the Party
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today while doing my extremely boring grammer test, I cam to a realization,
Some people I've learned to know and love, I'll never see again
one amazing thing, split in two.
And I've already lost my chance for some goodbyes, yet another things on list of things I've regretted
it just gets longer and longer, *sigh*
sometimes i wish I'd just learn to forget
frecklebox
Current Mood:
guilty guilty
Current Music:
(if singing counts) in my life-The Beatles
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Dear LiveJournal,
Earlier Tonight
You know how I said in my last post that i could barely type from my shots?
Well my mom was touching my arm in my sister's room and I told her I was in excruciating pain because I really am.
And my siser [Erica] started hysterical laughing.
I was furious
I started to yell "Do you have a problem I'm in a lot of pain? I bet if that was you you'd never be laughing!" 
I stormed out yelling "I'd never do that to you!"
As much of a bitch that i can be, I'd never laugh at anyone's pain.
frecklebox

Current Mood:
pissed off pissed off
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June 4th 
Dearest LiveJournal,
Science
My new science teach arrived today..OMG HUMUNGO JAP ALERT!
her blonde hair was soo fake, and she used that disgusting gel stuff in her hair to make it look "curly"
it was obvious she used botox and has the most annoying voice with a thick Brooklyn accent
and she couldn't tell the difference between a new moon and a full moon..wow
Lunch
OMG TIME FOR THE DRAMA!!
mal and i were looking foward to it all day long
so we went to lunch extra quick, I didn't even make my usual a-wing cafeteria stop
so of course we had to wait for Esteban to come HE TOOK FOREVER
when he got there,time to see te drama of the exquisite geek squad fight! [soryy :)]
suprisingly...no one really yelled, but i couldn't hear half of it because Brian wouldn't stop blabbing about Jessica
But i was really pissed at myself for not going to the peer leader party :(
Doctor's Office
Like the whole tim my doctor kept saying "you have a healthy weight don't worry!" uh hello! what do you think I am bullemic? 
and i got two shot on each shoulder
like it seriously hurts to type right now
BUT I GOT A DORA THE EXLPORER AND STRAWBERYY SHORTCAKE BANDAID XD
frecklebox
Current Mood:
uncomfortable uncomfortable
Current Music:
Confessions- Usher
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Hmm..lets see...today wasn't all that interesting.
I had brunch with Allegra, Mallory, Nora, and Esteban at LuLu's (TE HE!)
we just talk and stuff and had like 3 orders of frenchfries while Esteban kept insisting that i like Jessica (umm eww no!)
Then after that i went to my glorious piano recital. I played Chasing Cars while i had a humungo stomachache from the fries BLECH.
at the end of the recital my teacher gives out awards to people and i got "comback girl" cuz I barely played during NHD.
Then after that i come home to an essay I'm supposed to be writing [*cough!*]
I recently learned that my sister thought I'm the "skinniest I've ever looked" I'm a little confused about that...
frecklebox
Current Mood:
thirsty thirsty
Current Music:
Misery Business- Paramore
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Well if any of you are willing to listen then let me just say my side of this hell hole story. Because if any of you haven't realized all ready i give advice to a lot of people.

Esteban- you did have the right to intervent at some points but you just let jealousy takeover you too quickly. You shouldn't blame  anybody for Rachel and Chris wanting to be together, it's natural for them to want to be together. You also shoudn't have backfired on Sylvan.
But i also do feel bad for you because nobody's listening to your side of the story. But you should still be listening to everything Sylvan's saying so you get this resolved and it never happens again.

Sylvan- well if I was someone involved with this i could definently map out how you'd react so they should've been prepared. You shoudn't have slapped Jon, well... he kind of deserved it but don't you think you should've talked to him if you guys were going to the dance together? I could see where he gets the idea that you didn't like him anymore. But please just maybe listen to Esteban and resolve this.

Jon- why didn't you talk to Sylvan to see if it was ok with her? you should've at least asked if you two were still together. "Communication is the key"

If I think of anything else i'll post it asap
And if you get mad at me because I'm not invoved, all I'm trying to do is "help my friends through tough times"
sound familiar?

frecklebox

Current Mood:
stressed stressed
Current Music:
The Bird and The Worm- The Used
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